Kishore! ❤️
This write-up is a Birthday
special, for Kishore. You think am gonna talk about Kishore’s specialties,
right? Yeah, what else would one write on his Birthday! But am gonna differ
here. Am going to write what all I did to him. May sound boasting, but still, am
sure, its gonna be fun.
I met this
idiot in my 4th standard I guess. Oops! Before starting, let me say
two things:
- Every
incident am going to share, comes from my memory, I didn’t cross-check with Kishore.
- Am
Ghajini.
So, I met
him in my school. He came as a nerdy, new admission guy. He was a shapeless, fat
and chubby person (Sorry da). No one ever thought he would become a part of our
gang. Even I didn’t think he would join our team, even though I was the one, who
went to him first. And I don’t know till now, what attracted me to him.
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| When I met him, he was like this. |
I sat beside
him, once he came, and spoke with him. Learnt that he was a Chess player, I
confirmed that he was definitely a nerd. I don’t exactly remember, when I found
him to be of my type; an average student with high dreams. He was creative and
knowledgeable, but being an idiot, makes the advantages I said, to be useless.
I still
remember those days. As he was a Chess player, he would speak with girls after
the school too. He had an hour extra than I had to speak with girls. Everyone
used to say that I was the expert to speak with the girls. He came, and
succeeded my posting. I was angry, then. I agree, I was obviously jealous, but
never let him know it until 28th June 2020.
Why the hell
am I saying this now! Because its his Birthday? No, too fragile reason. Maybe
its Covid-19, and I could only virtually gift him, so am writing this? No, No,
Not that. I could have simply made another troll video like I did for Kanda, so
this is not because I only had to gift him virtually. Wait, did I tell you he
is a great writer? Perhaps that’s why am writing for him!
He likes to
read and write. A tough work, but he does it flawlessly* (The content he writes
makes us forget his spelling mistakes!). He would have an Hyundai stamped diary
with him, no matter wherever he goes. He writes his stories in it and keep it
in the secret pouch of his bag.
We used to
criticize him on his appearance then. Like being dark is a sin. Shit! I was no
Aravind Swamy, to criticize him, but still, I had did it once. Nobody realized
his value. No one would even care about him. Maybe, because he was dark. That
was a mistake, I wanted to apologize for a long time.
Actually,
keep this as my confession, he never mattered to me, then. He was just one in
the crowd for me. I never shared much to him. I would always be tailing Kanda
wherever he goes. I thought I was the same for him too. But it took a long time
for me to realize, I wasn’t the one in the crowd for him.
He had liked
me from the very first day he saw me, he would say. He shared each and every
secret he had. Even though he is a food addict, he wouldn’t hesitate to share
with me. But over all these, a particular incident proved, how wrong I had
predicted about him.
One day, he
took his authentic Hyundai diary and gave it to me. He asked me to review one
of his story. He warned me not to show to anyone and read it secretly. So,
obeying his order, I read it with a whole gang. Unlike me and Kishore, all
others in the gang had a sour taste in romantic-comedy stories. So, obviously
it didn’t work for them and started to criticize him for his work. I didn’t get
why they were doing that, as the story was great according to me.
He faced criticism
for weeks, but never said me anything. When I asked him about this, he said me
that he knew only I would like it. He thought I would encourage him. But it
never striked me to appreciate him until he said. I felt ashamed, although he
did blame me in words. He also said none supports me in my home for writing.
He said he only shares this diary with trustful people. It felt like I was
slapped. I realized the how much respect he had for me!
That’s how
we started everything. Our friendship grew thicker. We did all the nonsense
together. Till now, I keep doing things which can break our friendship. Why am
I doing it? Maybe because I have the advantage that he won’t leave me at any
situation.
I had
ruthlessly bet him, slapped him several times and…. Yeah, had also kissed some
times. But all he had was a smile. After that smile, came the demand for the
reason why I bet him. Whatever unconvincing reason is say, he respect it and
took nothing personal. He always thinks everything I did for him was for good.
But actually, I had messed it up in many ways.
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| Happened On Our Last Day In School (21st February 2019) |
Once, he
acquired Dengue and didn’t come to school. He was admitted at SIMS, Vadapalani.
He didn’t come to school from Wednesday. That Thursday, I promise, before his
father called me, I decided to see him. But he called me first, and asked
whether I could come and see him. I felt so bad. So I took a share-auto, went
to Forum and walked to the hospital. His father welcomed me and took me to him.
His father strictly told me not to say that he called me to come there. I don’t
remember whether I said this to him or not. But I started before his father
called me.
That was the
first time I saw him that weak, bones curving out through his skin and he was pathetic. The food addict I saw till then, for the first time, denied his
favourite Watermelon drink. I made him drink it but he couldn’t drink it
peacefully. That’s when I realized he was really suffering. We had a good chat
about school and stuff.
Such a great
incident! But how could an idiot like me leave it as such! After the visiting
hours ended, I went to drink Coffee with Kishore’s Appa. High caffeine amount
In the coffee I guess. I spoke about your infatuation on our classmate you had
then. I said him your whole history to him, even though he asked only about our
friendship. Yeah, I’m sure it would have been because of the coffee only. I’m
sorry for that too.
There’s tons
to say about Kishore. There are lots of mistakes I had done, that affected him.
But this is enough for this Birthday I guess.
Happy Birthday,
Kishore-yyy!
wowww !!!!
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